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Apr. 26th, 2007 at 2:18 PM

Well, I didn't go to school today. One of those "I need to avoid everything" days. Also the fact that my body was aching and the I didn't sleep all night helped with the conception. I have to go back tomorrow, I know so...I will...I have no problem except with the make-up work I have to manage myself to do...but it's simple once I really put myself into it. I'm just sitting her loading music, writing poetry, writing a journal...being my usual self and imagining a world with not so many problems or people always complaining about me. Sure, I'm not perfect and sure I'm not my older sister whom is so damn smart and everyone praises her for it...but I'm still smart. Just not "open a book and study forever" type of smart. I know I'll make it in this world, despite the fact that I also know it's gonna reallllyyy hurt me...I'm fine. People don't know that , and they just complain over and over again. It's quite annoying. If only they knew the things I think then they'd know that I am smart even if I don't study all the time or get the best grades. So...I have a C in spanish...big deal...it's spanish. I have good grades in my other classes. I can't be my older sister, but they want me to push myself to the extreem What if I just can't do it that way? I hate studing but I still end up doing all my work most of the time lol...isn't life just...ugh?

Mood: crushed
Music:I Hope You Don't Mind

April 2007